A soft breeze brushes my cheeks today,
While I watch fire gushing the blue sky.
Painting it in its golden hues,
Picturesque with the sight of birds flying high.
I stand at the shore and breathe the emptiness in,
Blinking only as the cold water hits my feet.
A moment of filling my heart up to the brim,
Before I feel the earth slipping underneath.
And exactly like wounds from the truth,
The pit only goes deeper with each wave.
Till the time I make my mind,
Whether standing there, it’s the emptiness I wish to feel,
Or to embrace newness and offer myself a chance to heal.
But all that time that I choose to stand at that spot,
And I feel the sand sweeping from under my feet.
I wonder if I will ever be complete.
And I wonder how you think you can live fulfilled?
They say nothing is perfect
And no one is impeccable.
Then why do I feel,
That the two of us together were beyond perfect?
You shall smile a lot my child,
And you shall find happiness.
But what you may not find,
Without me is the air filled with bliss.
But next time when I cross your mind,
Know that deprivation of love,
In a life so long,
Is a curse you chose.
And with this, I accept our love’s defeat
Chesting an unconscious heart and a died BELIEF.